i wish #2

1. i wish i never started this blog.
2. i wish i could be 100 percent honest with all of you.
3. i wish i was in cali now.
4. i wish you never crashed, i wish i never heard the truth, i wish i never thought you were dead, i wish i never shed that tear.
5. i wish you weren't pregnant, because you don't need to be. i wish i was there for you right now. i wish i could whisk you away like they do in the fairytales so you would never be hurt. i wish i told you how much i loved you when i had a chance. i wish i fell for you and not her. i wish you would get off that stuff now more then ever, if not for you, then for the baby. i wish i was with you.
6. i wish it was okay to be gay.
7. i wish it was okay to be black.
8. i wish i didn't like the saturdays.
9. i wish i could be honest with you.
10. i wish i could see britney live in concert.
11. i wish you believed i was serious.
12. i wish these chills would go away.
13. i wish i could stay sober.
14. i wish a lot of shit.
15. i wish i knew what i wanted.
16. i wish i was with you.
17. i wish wishes came true.
    

currently listening to Chills by Fatty Koo