01 May 2009

fortyfour

44.

portfolio number. thats what i am now. and will be until may 8th. number 44. if i pass, then my back up plan is secured. if i fail, then i have to get into otis or i'm basically fucked. funny. fucked and fourtyfour both start with Fs. and if i get an F this semsedter then i really am fucked. and that people is the irony of being a nineteen year old black boy, scratch that, young man. living. attending. hiding. in this straight world.

currently listening to:This Woman's Work-Maxwell

2 comments:

Aek said...

Good luck on the portfolio! Don't stress out too much about it, it might affect how well you do. Take it in stride and do your best, be confident in your abilities.

a.b. said...

That's a lot of F's for one post. I'm pretty sure you've used them all here, so there will be no more left to get on your portfolio. ;)

One week is a long time if you're actually waiting for something... So just remember to breathe.