headlights pointed at the dawn

i have to get out of georgia as soon as possible. i just don't wanna be hear anymore. so many things have happened here. so much shit has went down. and its hard to figure out if the good outweighs the bad, all i know is i'm ready to leave and i wish i could do it now and not have to wait. damn i wish i wasn't such a procrastinator, i wish when i was 18 i wasn't okay with being content and settling for less. i wish a lot, and most of them go unanswered. damn, i can't wait til january. college or not i'm leaving georgia.

p.s. i'm not sad or mad or upset at the moment. today was actually a good day, but something just hit me and this has been building up since before i even started this blog. since i can probably say freshman year of high school. i just wish i would have done somethings differently then, and not be in the position i am now. oh well, thats life. at least i know where i'm headed now. : D