06 March 2009

how did this happen

I don't know how it happened or who to blame, but one name comes to mind. Shots. Because I would never let myself fall in love with someone who I couldn't have AGAIN. I did it once and it took three years and 120 miles for me to get out of that, so how the hell did this happen.

Sex just isn't the same if after you orgasm you're thinking about somebody else. You're so consumed with guilt that you can't enjoy the afterglow. It wasn't even full on sex. It was just a little head and a great rim job. That's all it was. He gave me some head, ate my ass, and then it was over. So why do I feel so bad.

I think I'm in love. For reals this time.

Wait, I wanna retract that. I think I'm FALLING in love. For reals.

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