yes, another post

Remember wHen I said I was going to try and cut down tHe blogging. Well tHat tHougHt Has gone completely out tHe window, sorry. Some people made some great arguments tHat made me tHink tHat was a good cHoice. A. It would be easier for people to catcH up if I only posted 2/3 times a week. B. It would leave tHem wanting more.



Well tHose are botH great reason, but I don't feel like a Have a following. I really feel like I'm tHe red Headed stepcHild tHat sits in tHe back of tHe van and everyone forgets Him wHen tHey're getting out to go inside tHe grocery store. Plus I feel like every little quirky tHings tHat Happens to me in a given day is blog wortHy, lol.



Just like tHis useless post I'm writing now, but you need some History first. I've mentioned before tHat most of my girl crusHes were always on wHite cHicks. Not a good tHing coming from my Hometown. H, just Happens to be one of tHem, and tHe one I'm closest witH. We became close in tHe 8tH grade and sHe was actually tHe one tHat let tHe news out about me and K dating. Long story sHort tHat was also tHe beginning of Her discovering sHe Has an unHealtHy obsession witH black guys.



Long story sHort, sHe started dating black guys. Parents found out. Hell broke lose. SHe cried. Hell broke loose some more. And sHe Had panic attacks. But Her fascination witH black guys didn't stop Here. It continued to HigH scHool and for better or worst I fell in like witH Her, and we went back and fortH for a wHile. But ultimately decided we were better as friends, plus it was senior year and wHy start a new relationsHip wHen we're botH leaving.



So I give you a glimpse into my friendsHip witH H. THis all started wHen I commented on Her facebook status tHat said sHe was reading.

J

reading wHat

H

THe Perks of Being a Wallflower

J

never Heard of it

H

I Hadn't eitHer until (mutual friend) gave it to me at scHool today. SHe said its Her favorite book- its weird, but good.

J

lol,tHose are usually tHe best

H

YeaH, tHey are. Do you read for fun?

J

no,but im trying to start. and im tryna start writing again

H

BlaH.

J

blaH!tHats rude

H

I love to read for fun.

J

im Happy 4 youi just dont Have any books and Havent been 2 a library since 9tH grade

H

Well I would offer to supply you witH some, but I don't know tHat you would like tHe kind of stuf I read. I'm not sure tHougH, we botH loved tHe Giver.

J

yea, and ive been meaning to read tHe otHer two

H

I Haven't read tHe otHers yet eitHer.

J

i tHink i migHt buy all tHree online wHile im tHinking about it

H

If you buy 'em let me borrow 'em.

J

i will cause i dont reread books. so tHey just gatHer dust

H

I read tHe TwiligHt series and I really realy enjoyed tHem.

J

lol, i tHink ive lost you

H

WHat you mean?

J

twiligHt. i guess i just Have a bad perception about tHe books. so i will probably never read tHem

H

THey sound really stupid. My cousin suggested it to me and I told Her I would never read tHat stupid crap about vampires.

J

lol

H

But once I read tHem, I loved tHem. :) I couldn't stop reading.

J

ill probably never read tHem, and i still Havent read book 7 of Harry potter

H

I never read tHe Harry Potter books.

J

tHose were tHe only books ive read witH a passion. we Had to read tHe 2nd one in tHe 5tH grade, and it was like crack rock

H

I just couldn't ever get into tHe first one.

J

i became addicted. never read tHe first one eitHer, saw tHe movie tHougH

H

I love tHe movies.

J

i was disappointed witH tHe 4tH one tHougH

H

I also read a futuristic series tHat reminded me of THe Giver. You would probably like it.

J

is it called futuristic

H

No. THe first one is Uglies.

J

oH, uglies

H

THe second one is Pretties, and tHe tHird is Specials

J

wHat is it about

H

Its like 300 or so years from now..and wHen you turn 16 you Have tHis surgery tHat makes you "pretty" and you look just like everyone else. Its about a girl wHo is waiting to turn pretty and sHe makes a friend and wHen Her friend runs away tHe officials tell Her sHe can't be made pretty until sHe finds Her friend.

J

aww, sounds interesting and it does rmind me of tHe giver

H

Its really good. Kind of mystery, plays witH your mind, and Has a little bit of romance.

J

Hmm

H

If you want to read 'em I'll send tHem to you.

J

i migHt Hit you up after im tHrougH witH tHe giver trilogy

H

We can swap books. :)

J

yay

H

Did you watcH tHe Inaugaration today ? I spelt tHat wrong. Ha.

J

yea i skipped my first class and missed like 10 minutes of tHe second one but i watcHed it

H

I didn't watcH it. Not even tHe parade. I Had class ALL day.

J

tHat sucks it was my first one, so it was nice

H

My friend Billie was tHere.

J

but i cant figure out if you get reelected tHen do you get anotHer inauguration

H

I was wondering tHat earlier today. THat would seem pointless

J

yea, but no one i asks seems 2 know. so i ask tHem How tHe Heck did tHey get into UGA and tHeyre like How did you and i say cause im black

H

HaHaHaHaHa

J

and walk away

H

and from a scHool witH a HigH poverty rate

J

yes

H

I tHougHt of you tHe otHer day.

J

aH

H

I asked my black friend from scHool if black people were afraid to fly and sHe said "girl you crazy" and sHe said "I Hope you don't ask just any random black person tHose kind of questions"

J

HaHaHa,you cant do tHat H. you already come from (my Home town)

H

THen I realized tHat I Had special black friends. Not regular black friends. HaHa

J

lol, wHat does tHis special mean

H

I tHink it means more wHite tHan black. HaHa

J

Hmm, im not even offended by tHat anymore

H

I mean come on, my closest black friends are you and (anotHer mutual friend) and I'm pretty sure tHat y'all are wHite people trrappd in african american bodies!

J

Hmm, im pretty sure im black. my moms black. and my dads black.

H

HaHa. :)

J

so are my five brotHers and sisters

H

I'm glad we're friends, no matter wHat color you are.

J

well i only like you cause youre wHite. its probably tHat wHole forbidden fruit tHing

H

THats a concept I understand. Ha

J

yea, if anyone does its you, does tHat make me any blacker or am i still a special black friend

H

Ha. I'll take tHat as a compliment, J.

J

it was

H

Well Ima get back to my reading.

J

ok

i sHould try and start mine

H

Half way tHrougH. Its gettin' good. .I'll talk to you later. :) ly

J

ok