26 January 2009

am i too easy

Am I too easy?

I thought as I was putting on my sweats that were previously rested on the big oak tree beside the towel I had just got up from. I mean too often I find myself in these strange predicaments that I find myself in now. For the last hour I braced the cold as I laid on my back and watch this guy insert himself into for the first time.

Ow, ow, ow. Wait, give me a sec. Okay, yea thats better.

Finally I was being fucked by a white guy, and to think just a week before this I was serious about giving up on all white guys after the souring of my relationship with Redcoat. I had swore off white guys and was going to continue my obsession with Asian men, and continue my hunt for that one Mexican guy who could make an honest man out of myself, but look at me now. Outside, on my back, laying in the grass, looking at the stars, and trying not to moan so loud.

Am I too easy?

I asked myself after he asked me if I swallowed. Its been a while, but I figured why not. I had just done my research the night before on how safe swallowing cum was and I was pleased with the knowledge I gained. So why not, I had only swallowed for one guy before so why not start this new relationship with this gesture.

Yea, I swallow.

A few minutes later, he pulled his dick out of my ass, threw the condom into the woods, and my mouth became the inhabitant of his warm, milky cum.

So you think we could maybe, make this a regular thing?

Sure, I said, sounds good to me.

And that was that. We put back on our clothes, kissed, said our good byes, and went our separate ways. He went to the left and I started my new nightly ritual of a jog back to my dorm and began asking myself Am I Too Easy. I asked a friend, but guess he became too distracted by the story of me and the love outside to deliver me an answer. So

Am I Too Easy?


4 comments:

Doomed But Cheerful! said...

I think you are an adventurer. "Too easy" sounds like some kind of comparison - too easy compared with whom?
If you are being loose with your own standards, then yes. If you are not being safe, then yes. If you are taking risks and not counting what the cost to you physically, and emotionally (and there is always a cost there, too), then yes.
But if you have thought about it, and balanced everything that you can, and the adventure is worth it - then no, you are not too easy. Just take care - you might not be sharing your adventure with others that have taken such care.
Not a helpful answer, I suppose: just what I think - I envy your courage, but hope I am not encouraging folly. G =]

J said...

hmm, i think i'll just save myself for you because that was very deep,

Windy City Sex blog said...

A loaded question if ever I heard one. There is no right or wrong answer. As with most things in life, the truth lies in how you feel about it not how others perceive it. You asked yourself that question for a reason, now you need to figure out why.

J said...

damn, i am a little too easy. no more outside sex and i actually mean it now