10 January 2009

impatient

The worst thing about me is my lack of patience. I just don't have any and it may be the reason why I'm always getting in trouble. Take me and Redcoat for example.

We've known each other now for a few months. We have a lot in common. We like each other. And all together we could probably have something great together. I mean he's the kind of guy I would take home to moms. I would come out the closet, shout to the world, and exclaim my undying love for this guy, but there's a problem.

He's holding back.

I don't know what it is, but he's moving way too slow for me. I mean lets be earnest here. The last time we were together we had two hours of some of the greatest sex I ever had, and there wasn't even any penetration. He gave me not one, but two thumbs up and said I gave him the best blowjob of his entire 19 years of existence.

What more must I do before we take the next step. I'm on the fence right now. I haven't had sex in two weeks and my balls are turning blue. I'm not to the point where I'm tired of waiting, but I'm getting a little antsy and impatient, but not to the point where I'm ready to start having sex with random guys again. So I ask, when will I know whether I should wait or move on?

1 comments:

Doomed But Cheerful! said...

Bless your heart! He must be special - and if I knew the answer to impatience, I would patent it and retire ... but I suspect a good man can be like a good wine, and sometimes they take a little while to mature. Some people will wait, others will open another bottle while they wait ... depends on how greedy they are, and if they want to preserve the anticipation! =]