Hello world. This is another meaningless post. Basically my life has no meaning now, but I'm working on that. School is just around the corner so that should be exciting. I'm just bored and have nothing to do. So I want to write where I'm at now.
I haven't really had any urges to jerk off as of late. I haven't had sex since December and haven't played with the guy for at least a week. I don't know why. Just haven't really felt the need or had the energy. Does this make me asexual now or have I finally got my problem under control. I haven't even visited any of my usual online sites to see if any guys have left me a message. Guess I've finally put that energy into something useful.
I've been photoshopping and writing heavily lately. I think I'm getting pretty good too. I've also been listening to a lot of music and watching tv and movies. I'm currently up to season 3 with Charmed, caught up with all my guilty pleasure shows; ie Gossip Girl, 90210, One Tree Hill, and I just finished watching The Women.
Theres really not much to say about it. It was good, nothing extroadinary. Just good. My favorite scene was the last one of the movie when Debra Messing's character is having a baby. It might just be because love her. Hated her in Will and Grace, but loved her in everything she's done afterwards. I also liked how they drastically played out the showing of the only male in the movie. The baby. I understand what they were trying to do the whole time, but I felt not atleast showing the cheating husband kinda, sorta hurt the movie. But it was still good. Just not worth 7.50 of my hard found money.
Back to the music. I've found some really interesting music this week. Oracular Spectacular for one, but I've also rediscovered some music. Something in me wanted to reconnect with my youth. Guess everything was easier then. So I went and downloaded all my teeny bobber music, but just the core. Britney, Christina, NSYNC, and Backstreet. Never was a fan of any of those copy catters. I'm talking to you 98, Mandy, LFO, Jessica, but Take My Breath Away was my jam for a few days. I think I was in love with K for the first time when it hit.
But by downloading all of that music I realized something. Britney is really the shit. I mean of the four all of her music really stands the test of time. I think NSYNC got worse over time. The only good songs on Celebrity was "Gone," "Pop" just doesn't stand the test of time. Backstreet was great then, and they still are. I must say I like the music better now than then, but it still doesn't compare to Britney.
Christina's music is just whatever works at the moment. I guess thats why I never liked her too much. First she was this all innocent genie that I could rock with. Then she went and discovered her spanish roots and I was confused, but didn't care. Christmas albums are eh and then she came back and was all "that first album wasn't me, I did what I was told, but this is who I really am." I gave her a real chance and I fell in love with everything Stripped. I was like okay, so at heart you're a little dirrty whore, who has a soft side. That was cool with me, and then she disappeared for a while and came back as a whole new person again.
I can understand needing to reshape your image so consumers aren't bored, but can you please stop doing drastic shifts. I never fully understood the whole 40s, 50s, 60s Christina but "Aint No Other Man" was a nice track but everything else was garbage sans "Still Dirrty" ofcourse. And now she's this futuristic chick. Too bad Lady GaGa does it better.
Which brings me to Britney. She's always been the one that I paid the most attention to and I feel she's the best. I've enjoyed all her albums and she still delivers hit albums. I think her image has evolved as she's gotten older and the most dramatic shift she made was bleaching her hair blonde. The only thing I can say negative is I use to love the "Britney" album, but after today I think its the worst of the bunch while In The Zone has to be amongst her best work.
Okay this was longer than I expected, but I'm not sleepy and I kinda look like a werewolf. Gotta get a new haircut today. The last one was during Thanksgiving, but my hair stops growing after a while. Strange huh.
A new layout will be up sometime tomorrow. Im tired of the black and a new header so I'm working on something now. Most of it will be up by nightfall, but little tweaks will be added whenever I get them figured out.
I guess thats it for tonight, well morning.
I haven't really had any urges to jerk off as of late. I haven't had sex since December and haven't played with the guy for at least a week. I don't know why. Just haven't really felt the need or had the energy. Does this make me asexual now or have I finally got my problem under control. I haven't even visited any of my usual online sites to see if any guys have left me a message. Guess I've finally put that energy into something useful.
I've been photoshopping and writing heavily lately. I think I'm getting pretty good too. I've also been listening to a lot of music and watching tv and movies. I'm currently up to season 3 with Charmed, caught up with all my guilty pleasure shows; ie Gossip Girl, 90210, One Tree Hill, and I just finished watching The Women.
Theres really not much to say about it. It was good, nothing extroadinary. Just good. My favorite scene was the last one of the movie when Debra Messing's character is having a baby. It might just be because love her. Hated her in Will and Grace, but loved her in everything she's done afterwards. I also liked how they drastically played out the showing of the only male in the movie. The baby. I understand what they were trying to do the whole time, but I felt not atleast showing the cheating husband kinda, sorta hurt the movie. But it was still good. Just not worth 7.50 of my hard found money.
Back to the music. I've found some really interesting music this week. Oracular Spectacular for one, but I've also rediscovered some music. Something in me wanted to reconnect with my youth. Guess everything was easier then. So I went and downloaded all my teeny bobber music, but just the core. Britney, Christina, NSYNC, and Backstreet. Never was a fan of any of those copy catters. I'm talking to you 98, Mandy, LFO, Jessica, but Take My Breath Away was my jam for a few days. I think I was in love with K for the first time when it hit.
But by downloading all of that music I realized something. Britney is really the shit. I mean of the four all of her music really stands the test of time. I think NSYNC got worse over time. The only good songs on Celebrity was "Gone," "Pop" just doesn't stand the test of time. Backstreet was great then, and they still are. I must say I like the music better now than then, but it still doesn't compare to Britney.
Christina's music is just whatever works at the moment. I guess thats why I never liked her too much. First she was this all innocent genie that I could rock with. Then she went and discovered her spanish roots and I was confused, but didn't care. Christmas albums are eh and then she came back and was all "that first album wasn't me, I did what I was told, but this is who I really am." I gave her a real chance and I fell in love with everything Stripped. I was like okay, so at heart you're a little dirrty whore, who has a soft side. That was cool with me, and then she disappeared for a while and came back as a whole new person again.
I can understand needing to reshape your image so consumers aren't bored, but can you please stop doing drastic shifts. I never fully understood the whole 40s, 50s, 60s Christina but "Aint No Other Man" was a nice track but everything else was garbage sans "Still Dirrty" ofcourse. And now she's this futuristic chick. Too bad Lady GaGa does it better.
Which brings me to Britney. She's always been the one that I paid the most attention to and I feel she's the best. I've enjoyed all her albums and she still delivers hit albums. I think her image has evolved as she's gotten older and the most dramatic shift she made was bleaching her hair blonde. The only thing I can say negative is I use to love the "Britney" album, but after today I think its the worst of the bunch while In The Zone has to be amongst her best work.
Okay this was longer than I expected, but I'm not sleepy and I kinda look like a werewolf. Gotta get a new haircut today. The last one was during Thanksgiving, but my hair stops growing after a while. Strange huh.
A new layout will be up sometime tomorrow. Im tired of the black and a new header so I'm working on something now. Most of it will be up by nightfall, but little tweaks will be added whenever I get them figured out.
I guess thats it for tonight, well morning.
1 comments:
Well, urges come and go. i am *convinced* mine are tied to the full moon and the days around it - no, really! Rest of the time is spent on anything creative - so if that works for you too, you're not the only one!
G =]
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