so this blog is basically over.. its full of nonsense and shit that should have never been told. i met a bunch of people. fell in love with some of them. and now i wish some would just disappear. abracadabra. yeah, they're still here. but i'm not. so this is goodbye, but you can always catch me at my other blog be.kind.cali. theres nothing there but there will be eventually. its all about the new respectable j that mister jace young III made me into these last 8 months. but yeah.
be.kind.cali.
be there before the adventure starts.
05 August 2009
died.
Posted by J at 3:35 AM 3 comments
26 July 2009
307
Define thought.
Posted by J at 3:14 PM 1 comments
24 July 2009
306
yay more answers. robby yours are up next, then the rest of aeks and windy's and then there's a few questions that will get their own posts. thats how epic they are. i also have a few of shots i don't have answered also. and after reading through these i didn't answer two of mark's, so if you have any other questions i'd be glad to answer them.
- Blame It On Me by Chrisette Michele
- When Love Takes Over by David Guetta ft. Kelly Rowland
- Make Love by Keri Hilson
- Gibberish by Ryan Leslie
- Like a Surgeon by Ciara
- Everytime by Britney Spears
- Pretty Wings by Maxwell
- First Love by Adele
- Papparazzi by Lady GaGa
- So Good by Day26
Posted by J at 1:31 AM 5 comments
21 July 2009
305
my cousin knows i'm gay. i kinda figured she did after she kept stealing my phone which had some questionable photos. no penises, i deleted all of those, but a few topless guys could be found on my phone. damn that asian blogger and his need to show off.
but either way she knows. and i figured she knew a while back and i know my family. they're the type to hold onto information until they see a chance to use it and hurt you the most. and thats what my cousin is doing. but she confirmed the fact she knew i was gay yesterday during an argument we were having. so now i'm preparing for my life to self destruct in three
two
one
either way i'm okay. she knows i'm gay. oh well. i'm MUTHAFUCKIN J. and i know things. things she doesn't know. things she doesn't want to know. tings that will fuck with her mind. but yeah, i guess my secrets out.
Posted by J at 11:40 AM 5 comments
19 July 2009
304
i did a post earlier, but i'm bored now and figured i could knock out a few more questions. the first few were a little more sexually oriented and i figured i should balance that out with some light hearted questions and maybe some thought provoking ones, because i'm not all about sex. i haven't had sex in thirty days so i think someone should buy me a drink to celebrate(i don't drink but i love mountain dew).
- my mom
- my OB
- britney spears
- taeyang
- the smartest person in the world
Posted by J at 9:31 PM 0 comments
303
i'm switching things up for the next few weeks. instead of talking about all the depressing times in my life i'm just gonna answer the questions a few people submitted. after i make the move to cali then i'll go back to the regular format. so if you have any other questions don't be afraid to submit them.
these questions come from windy city
i think i'll end the questions here for the moment. if theres anything you want to know just ask, i'll answer them as honestly as i can.
Posted by J at 5:16 PM 2 comments
Labels: sex
17 July 2009
302
when asked the question if you could change anything about yourself what would it be, most people say i would change nothing. i like who i am. its me. and everytime i think to myself why must they lie. the same goes for the question, is there anything in your life you regret. saying no, is a typical answer. yet its usually a lie.
i fall victim to this. we all have at one point in our life. i do it everyday. everyday i wake up and tell myself i'm okay. and for the most part i am, but there are those moments where life is just meaningless. the sun isn't as bright as it usually is. and i just feel blank. empty of emotions with one lingering thought in my head.
if i could change anything about myself or about my life i wouldn't. but truthfully speaking i would change a lot. i would change the fact that i was molested as a child. i would change the fact that i didn't have a father growing up. i would change the fact that i will never be truly honest open with anyone, because they're are just some things i'm afraid to let people i care about know. i would change the fact that i love to easily. i would change the fact that i'm honestly lost in this world, and don't know what i want. i sit and watch television shows and movies where the main character's biggest proble is the fact that his/her family has "a plan" for them. they usually hate this plan and want nothing to do with it, but i envy them. i wish someone had my entire life planned out for me. because for the last nineteen years i've lived a life full of impulses. some good and some bad.
do i regret anything i've done in my life. probably not, but if i did i'd regret everytime i gave into that impulse to drop to me knees. to open my mouth. or to spread my legs.
life sucks sometimes, but you just have to deal with it.
my father told me something once. i was six years old and was crying. he saw the tears roll down my face and started screaming at me as he forcibly took his t-shirt that i was wearing. "real men don't cry J. aint no son of mine gone be a pussy and cry. take my damn shirt off. you aint no marine man, take my damn shirt off boy. you betta learn how to deal with shit cause it aint gone get no better. and aint no son of mine gone run around here and cry. you betta deal with this shit."
12 July 2009
301
i'm depressed as fuck. so i'm taking a break. i still need 280 more questions. its the only way to guarantee my return.
Posted by J at 8:08 PM 6 comments
300
i need 300 questions. ask me anything. but ask me NOW. if not here then email me please or message me. southern.inebriation@live.com
Posted by J at 2:28 AM 2 comments